Merloo
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Sept 25, 2008 17:41:07 GMT -5
Post by Merloo on Sept 25, 2008 17:41:07 GMT -5
I am likely to be taking a lot less active role at this site. I'm not sure I have the energy given recent events to do to much online, and especially not here. I'll look at PM's, and maybe this topic, but I need to limit my emotions right now, and this place doesn't help that any.
*cue playing of "The Wicked Witch is Dead" from Wizard of Oz*
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Sept 25, 2008 17:56:12 GMT -5
Post by tinfoilman on Sept 25, 2008 17:56:12 GMT -5
Actually, I don't want to see you go. Your an active member, a dying breed 'round here. Hopefully you'll stay here in as large of a capacity as you can without getting emotional, or whatever the reason is you are toning down your activity.
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Merloo
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Sept 25, 2008 18:14:57 GMT -5
Post by Merloo on Sept 25, 2008 18:14:57 GMT -5
I'll explain, without telling too much, what is going on. I fell in love with a close friend whom I've known for 4 years, at the very least. They don't think they are in a place to accept a relationship, and they don't know how they feel about me, aside from the fact that they care about me. I'm sure a number of people are rolling their eyes at this, but this is merely the trigger to a whole lot of other issues that I've been putting aside until now. It's a rather personal subject, one which I really don't want to discuss in to much detail, but the people here at least deserve to know why they are getting such fantastic music to suit the mood.
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Sept 25, 2008 18:33:09 GMT -5
Post by vidguysteve on Sept 25, 2008 18:33:09 GMT -5
Merloo. One thing.
(b^_^)-b
WAY TO GO!
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kaka
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Sept 25, 2008 18:38:38 GMT -5
Post by kaka on Sept 25, 2008 18:38:38 GMT -5
Wow.
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Sept 25, 2008 18:42:00 GMT -5
Post by meowzer on Sept 25, 2008 18:42:00 GMT -5
farewel merloo. Hopefully you come back some day.
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Merloo
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Sept 25, 2008 20:16:04 GMT -5
Post by Merloo on Sept 25, 2008 20:16:04 GMT -5
Waiting for a call from the person is making me antsy, and I need to do something. Consequently, on the day I say I'm going to be busier than usual, I wind up coming back here more often. I love irony ever so much, it just lives to get me back.
No clue why you're doing that vidguy. If you knew the specifics of the situation, it might not be that way. If I could email you, or talk to you on AIM or another IM, I might not mind telling you. But I don't want all the personal info spouted out to the public. Not comfortable disclosing it just yet.
I'm not sure why kaka is going wow either, so I'm doubly confused.
And I'm not going. I'm just... trying to drop my activity levels down a notch. I personally feel like I have Dysthymia, mainly because it popped up in class today, but I'm hoping the time span isn't nearly as long. Or maybe I just need to eat more. Now I feel like I'm blowing the situation out of proportion, but that's how I feel.
Mainly, the reason why I'm telling you guys this, beyond to indicate a drop in activity, is to show you how I'm feeling, for once, beyond anger. I'd like you guys to see me as being a little more human, which I feel is hard for people to understand here, at least with me.
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Sept 25, 2008 20:19:57 GMT -5
Post by Petey P on Sept 25, 2008 20:19:57 GMT -5
I've have been diagnosed with Insomnia since I was three, any more than 4 hours sleep I feel nauseated and sick. Although I usually naturally wake up after about 3 hours.
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kaka
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Sept 25, 2008 20:37:28 GMT -5
Post by kaka on Sept 25, 2008 20:37:28 GMT -5
I didn't know what to post, so I just went for wow.
So, do whatever you feel is right, Merloo.
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Sept 26, 2008 14:34:35 GMT -5
Post by vidguysteve on Sept 26, 2008 14:34:35 GMT -5
Well, Merloo, I'm sure that whatever the case is, everything will turn out just fine.
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Sept 27, 2008 1:53:55 GMT -5
Post by layze on Sept 27, 2008 1:53:55 GMT -5
is anybody else noticing merloo is referring to this person as "they" and not "she"?
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uh.
anyway, merloo, yeah, as much as you annoy me, you are a very active member, so I'd hate to see you go. so...good luck? or something? I really have no idea what I should be saying right now.
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Merloo
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Sept 28, 2008 16:11:31 GMT -5
Post by Merloo on Sept 28, 2008 16:11:31 GMT -5
Layze of all people, I'd have figured others first.
Anyways, I'm feeling better, a little, but that could change, so I'm not going to say I'm going to be on too often still.
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kaka
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Sept 28, 2008 16:13:11 GMT -5
Post by kaka on Sept 28, 2008 16:13:11 GMT -5
Layze of all people, I'd have figured others first. ?
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Merloo
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Sept 28, 2008 16:27:26 GMT -5
Post by Merloo on Sept 28, 2008 16:27:26 GMT -5
I'm waiting for layze before I continue.
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Sept 29, 2008 5:59:41 GMT -5
Post by layze on Sept 29, 2008 5:59:41 GMT -5
...what?
holy shit, I was joking. >___________>
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